I Had Enough Of It!!!HmMmmz....Dont know what to write now...I am so confused..Who can tell me what am i supposed to do?I am tired..Wanna quit..i just dont get it..
they make me feel that they are looking for quantity,not quality...but in my bible studies,it's contrary!!why?why?why?Why u guyz behave like tat?u guyz are just in one accord..i'm afraid i can't adapt the environment in CHC liao..i think i've failed to learn how to have tat 'character' like u guyz...Haiz...to think again,it's kinda scary..I'm so stress now..I cannot hold on anyone..my heart dies off..no more passion in CHC,no more enthusiasm,no more...I think i need a break..Pls understand me..If one day I backslide,do really understand me and forgive me..I expected tat i'm gonna lose my frenz liao..even if it's not,our bonding of friendship will become weaker..sooner,if u guyz lost contact wif me,i can understand la..
It is U..Take Care,w366..Bye Bye..Labels: I Want A Break
人之初性本善..("v")("v")
1:54 PM
Haiz..it's quite disappointing la..i wasnt inform of anything lor..jeff asked me whether got go play pool anot?i'm like..."huh?wad is he talking about?"...come on lor,no one inform me,can~?this Christmas isnt a joyful season....serveral reasons behind it...i'm very stress,gonna break down in any minutes times..though u see me behaving normal,deep down in my heart,i was so hurt,stressful and full of hatred mindcept lor!!!Hurt becoz of him..honestly,i can feel that he's avoiding me lor...come on la,wad's the use?i just wanna be frenz wif him onli lor...so pathetic la,a guy cannot think sense..cant even up hold himself...end up in backsliding...wad's the use?haiz..as for stressful,i really can stand NO MORE of asking my frenz & persuading liao..I'M
GOING MAD!!w366,do u mind stopping the reminders?i know the situation in our cg liao,but since my frenz ALREADY say CANNOT MAKE IT,
then why still keep asking..?u guyz make me feel more threatened and force lor..STOP IT LA...
becoz of wad he did to my frenz,he makes me more hated him..why is he so desperate to have GF?wad's the use?u have the gal but not the true love,wad's the use?U R JUST LOOKING FOR SEX ONLY!!HELL TO U MAN!!DIRTY FREAKO MINDED 'J***S'!!!!if u see this,dont blame me coz THIS IS WAD U"VE SHOWN ME!!THAT'S ALL!!
人之初性本善..("v")("v")
3:23 PM
hi there..today i've gotten back my results..i do not know whether i should be happy or sad about it...as i was waiting to receive my results,my friend,cheryl,gotten back her result first..just in a few mins time,i saw crist,running towards her and patted her back..not knowing what's going on,hui qi & i asked regina..she said tat cheryl failed her eng(which means flunked the entire N lvl)...somehow,as cheryl walked toward the back of the hall,i saw tears running down her cheek..she was tragically crying..i started to get more & more worried..
wad if i fail,how?at that point of time,i was very nervous..then suddenly,i felt a sense in my heart
,"My dearest child,dont worry..i'm here to witness the outcome with U..It's gonna be alright..(: "...i know it's Him..he will not break His promise,and indeed He didnt..I've
PASSED!!though it didnt meet my expectation,but i believe next yr,when i cum back,with his strength,i will work even harder and strive for the Best!!..Amen.. :D
人之初性本善..("v")("v")
8:37 PM
Ocean Will PartVerse 1:If My Heart Has Grown ColdThere Your Love Will UnfoldAs U Open My Eyes To The Work Of Hand When I'm Blind To My Way There Your Spirit Will Pray As U Open My Eyes To The Work Of Your Hand(x2)Chorus:Oceans Will Part Nation Come At The Whisper Of Your Call Hope Will Rise Glory Shown In My Life Your Will Be Done Verse 2:Present Suffering May Pass Lord Your Mercy Will Last As U Open My Eyes To The Work Of Your Hand And My Heart Will Find Praise I'll Delight In Your Way As U Open My Eyes To The Work Of Your Hand(x2) Bridge:As U Open My Eyes To The Work Of Your Hand JESUS Open My Eyes To The Work Of Your Hand..
人之初性本善..("v")("v")
9:25 PM
Words & Music by REUBEN MORGAN & DARLENE ZSCHECH...
At The CrossVerse 1:Oh Lord You've Searched MeYou Know Me WayEven When I Fail YouI Know You Love MeYour Holy PresenceSurrounding MeIn Every SeasonI Know You Love MeI Know You Love Me...Chorus:At The Cross I Bold My KneeWhere Your Blood Was Shed For MeThere's No Greater Love Than ThisYou Have Overcome The GraveYou Glory Fills The Highest PlaceWhat Can Seperate Me Now...Verse 2:You Go Before MeYou Shield My WayYour Hand Upholds MeI Know You Love MeBridge:You Tore The VeilYou Made The WayWhen You Said That 'It Is Done'And When The Earth FadesFalls From My Eyes
And You Stand Before MeI Know You Love MeI Know You Love Me
人之初性本善..("v")("v")
6:47 PM
a great news for all..W366 is going to have a christmas party..yeah!!not bad,right?though w366 has onli less than 20 member,i believe if we have faith in Jesus,nothing is Impossible..Amen..i totally agree on that..Jesus has died on the cross for us..His body was broken down for us and His blood was shed to cleanse us..With His mighty great power,He heals the sick..recently,i was not feeling well..having a terrible bad cough and flu..i prayed and prayed hard for healing..just 2 day ago,i wastotally recovered..amazing,ya?do u know how bad my illness was?i could even tasted blood while i was coughing...so scary man..but nevertheless,He has healed me..thanks..:)
人之初性本善..("v")("v")
11:37 PM
Death Of TruthOne night i went to sleep,full of worry and concernand as I lay sleeping a greatlesson did i learn.In my dream I driftedto a place far,far away...where the Savior had been takento spend His final day.The crown of thorns brought anguishas they placed it on His head...I watched them nail him to the crosswhere his precious blood was shed.Despite his pain and sorrow-these words he spoke to me,"precious one,doubt not my loveand you shall be set free."Amen...
人之初性本善..("v")("v")
2:01 AM