It's Thursday! >.<"

It's a long,tiring day for me.. As usual, I'm back to school for lessons and remedial.. Everything comes to an end at 5.30pm..*phew*.. finally,I get to rest.. Recently, I've been losing my appetite.. Maybe it's because of some family problems that bothers me too much.. But right now, I'm back to normal already!! Good News for me!! Thank God for favors! Once again, Toh's family are financially been saved.. Thank God..Thank U..

Indeed,God has really planned everything nicely for us. All he asked for is the obedience from us, taking heed of his advice and love him wholeheartedly.. I guess right now, besides God, my dearest charming prince would be my main energy source.. I just can't get him out of my mind.. Kept thinking of U darling..I love U..^^


hahaha.. i have no idea what's going on to me.. these few days, alot of things happened in my life..there's good matters and also the bad ones.. alright, i think it's time for me to come clean.. i shall share to you guyz what's going on..

I think most of u guyz have already known, I'm IN for Benny Hinn's choir practice and also in about 3 to 4 weeks time, I'm gonna perform in Singapore Indoor Stadium!! Hurray!! Thank God for these arrangement.. I'm so happy and excited now.. every now and then, during my free time I'll be practising the songs.. Til now i still can't believe that i can actually sing Soprano.. It's a challenge for me though.. But nonetheless, since God has arranged me into this group,I'll give my best shot and go all out for it! i wanted to sing for all 3 days but because on Friday,i have lessons in school and i don't think i can make it in time..so,*sighzz* gonna miss out that day. But I'll be singing for Saturday and Sunday's service.. [People who are reading this entry, you are invited to join us for the service and i can tell you it's gonna be a great one,compared to the other service. Do drop me a message or an email if you're interested..Thanks!!]

anyway,as for the bad news.. i felt that it's not really very serious but it has already happened onto me.. I suffered from sun burnt for the past few days and not only that, i discovered that I'm having heat rash too.. Gosh!! it's so itchy!! for the past few nights, i admit, i can't sleep well.. Classmate were real shocked when they saw my panda eyes.. Poor me, poor skin.. anyway, RIGHT NOW, i'm recovering.. [Healing in process..] All I need is moisturiser..

Oh ya, one more thing..It does really shocked me coz it's my first time seeing Wei kiat cry.. While sharing testimony during cg meeting, he told us that one of his schoolmate has passed away.. Both wei kiat and that girl wasn't close friend but they met each other a few times and greeted with only a 'Hi'.. he said that he could have spent more time with her, getting to know her more.. at that point of time, i thought of Heng Xiong.. Though we are not close friend nor good friends, i do really concern about him.. back then, i did shed tears when the news of his death was announced.. it's really a heart breaking news for all of us... ...


Is this a dream? Is this real? All of my life I've been searching this comforts in my heart that no one has ever gave it to me.. Thank you dear.. I've found U..

After a week a holiday, it is time for me to get down into serious work. This means that I'll be having lesser time with U, lesser time with friends that are not in school or even lesser time spending with my family. Most of my time has been occupied by the things that I'm currently doing now. Homework, studies, remedial, rest etc.. U guyz out there, hope U can really understand me.. I'll try my best to squeeze out some time for u guyz, for U dear..

Today I did my fasting. Not for CG, but for my own spiritual life and also my current relationships with Frederick.

Dear God,
thank U answering my call. All along in my life, I've been through so much things, be it good or bad. Lord, U've never failed to look after me, to guide me, to lead me into the correct path. Thank U for putting so much effort into my life. Thank U for encouraging me to stand up once again, to stand bold in front of devil and cast him out from my life. All grace be unto U,Lord..Indeed O Lord, with U, nothing is impossible. Lord I lift up this relationship into your hand, Lord I pray that U'd bless this relationship.. Instead of making history repeats itself, Lord I pray that this relationship is going to be a totally unique,different and a special one. Lord, give us this passion to love each other fervently and to also love U, O God, wholeheartedly. I pray that everything will be scheduled nicely for both Fred and myself, so as to have at least some precious time spend together. It is going to be a tough journey but i know that O Lord, you are looking after us, leading us the way your wanted to be. Lord, I also wanted to pray for Fred. Right now he's dealing with lots of school work and holding on to a part time job, I prayed that when in times of trouble, Lord you will not abandon him and let him handle on his own. But rather, let him feel your presence, your peace that he can stand up energetically and complete his task well to shine and glorify U..Lord,once again I life up Frederick and our relationship into your hand,

In Jesus Mighty Name I Prayed,
Amen


U can choose to read or not to read.. Coz once again, I'm venting my anger.. Just treat it as though I'm bitching.. so fed up now..

Today my cell group, together with N280 went down to East Coast for our first combined CG outing. We played station games. we had great time. We enjoyed. but one thing that got me very fed up was that all the foods that I've prepared early in the morning had gone wasted.. None of them ate my foods. Come on, the foods that I've prepared is perfectly alright,can? I'm like " what the heck?! you guys last minute requested me to prepare foods. ok,FINE.. I woke very early to prepare but ended up NEVER EAT.. what is this manZ? "****

Another thing, i know you wanna keep low profile, i know it's just the beginning, i know you do not want others to interfere your personal life, but have u spared a thought for me? Am i supposed to do the same too? If is, please remove everything that you've uploaded to prevent people from questioning you again and again.. Bye.

[ Red Alarm Arises. Don't Ask. Don't Provoke Me..]*


zai zhe jie mu yan shang, wo kai shi ai shang ta le.. bu zhi bu jue wo men yi jin ren shi le hao ji ge yue.. hui xiang qi lai, shi jian guo de zhen kuai.. xian zai de wo xian ru le kun jing, dao di jiang lai wo men shi fou nen gou chen wei qing lu huo zhi shi pu tong peng you, wo bu zhi dao.. wo bu zhi dao gai ru he xian ta biao bai.. Lord, Pls help me.. Tell me the answer..


Well, today was long day..I went out my friends to orchard for window shopping.. As we shop in Far East Plaza, we came across lots of clothes and accessories shops.. In this particular shop,can't remember its name, we went in and saw lots of eye-catching accessories.. As i was glancing through, a blue crystal earring, butterfly in shape, caught my attention. And so, I purchased it immediately. It cost about $2.. I don't know how u guyz think, but I felt it's beautiful and it's selling at a reasonable price. After which, we went down to Marchae and tried their foods.. Not bad..It's recommendable..^^

At about 450pm,I left Orchard and went down to Riverwalk for my prayer meeting. ya, everything went smoothly and after PM, my members and I had our dinner at near by Long John Silver.. Have U tried the Seafood Combo? If not, i think U should try it asap.. It's delicious. Lots of seafood varieties and it cost only at $4.95.. It's worth buying.. So,do hurry down to any LJS and try it!!Alright, that's all for today.. Cheers!^^

Signing Off,
VanTaSha
(13/03/07)


Well, today was long day..I went out my friends to orchard for window shopping.. As we shop in Far East Plaza, we came across lots of clothes and accessories shops.. In this particular shop,can't remember its name, we went in and saw lots of eye-catching accessories.. As i was glancing through, a blue crystal earring, butterfly in shape, caught my attention. And so, I purchased it immediately. It cost about $2.. I don't know how u guyz think, but I felt it's beautiful and it's selling at a reasonable price. After which, we went down to Marchae and tried their foods.. Not bad..It's recommendable..^^

At about 450pm,I left Orchard and went down to Riverwalk for my prayer meeting. ya, everything went smoothly and after PM, my members and I had our dinner at near by Long John Silver.. Have U tried the Seafood Combo? If not, i think U should try it asap.. It's delicious. Lots of seafood varieties and it cost only at $4.95.. It's worth buying.. So,do hurry down to any LJS and try it!!Alright, that's all for today.. Cheers!^^

Signing Off,
VanTaSha
(13/03/07)


Hurray! Finally i got a chances to sing!! Thank God for such opportunity! Last Sunday after service, Joan,Amelie,Jermaine and I went for the 1st choir practice. It was held in Hall 8 and Annabel conducted the lesson. We were given a lyrics booklet,containing about 15 songs and a CD sound tracks. All in all, during the 1st practice, we've already covered 5 new songs. Gosh,it was damn cool manz.. All of us sang very well..it sounded as though all of us are the heavenly angel singing of the glory of Lord.. i felt a sense of peace.. Awww..(By the way, I'm singing Soprano.. Can't believe it huh?..)




Cool.. today i went out with my buddies for lunch. Ever heard of Pepper Lunch? It's a jap cuisine.. Yup,me and buddies went over to IMM's P.L and we had a great time enjoying the foods..
Here are some photos after meal..hee hee..^^





Alright!! mastered another new math topic.. so happy right now.. i wanna thank my buddy, Pat, for teaching me and other exterior motivations.. hehe.. whenever I'm facing problems, I'll always think of him. If he can still survive through 100 times tougher work than me, why not for me?anyway, I've settled down already.. right now, i just wanna really focus on to my studies.I thank God for giving me strength to stay awake in class.. nowadays, you wont get to see me sleeping in lesson, or rather, u would see me hype up, volunteering myself for questionnaire and sometimes helping out some of friends to solve questions that they are not sure..

Poor Sheena, she's sick for 2 days and in these 2 days, we learned new stuffs.. i guess it's time for us to work together and get all our queries answered.. We shall help each other!! Jia You..^^

There's all for today.. Short entry, isn't it?haha, i don't know what to write liao.. this few days,nothing much impacted my life.. only 1 matter and i shall not reveal.. Nitez..

Signing Off,
VanTaSha
(08/02/07)


Yes! Finally I've mastered a new topic during POA lesson. All thanks to my VP. Now then i realised i can only understand the lessons taught by the teachers whom they are not favourable to me.. surprised huh? me too.. i came to realised these recently only..

Lately, I've been thinking quite alot of stuffs.. Is he the one that I rely on? Is he the one I'm looking for? After being through many relationships, will he be even more serious this time? If he's accepted, will our relationship progress well or ends with any other typical BGR break up?IN THE MIDST OF RELATIONSHIP, AM I ABLE TO CONCENTRATE IN STUDIES?!! Can I really focus on particular matter? WILL I BECOME HIS SUBSTITUTE INSTEAD OF GF..? I need answers for the above questions..

Anyway, life just goes on.. I hate to use this phrase but it seems like there's no other phrase that i use.. "We shall WAIT & SEE.." ArGh!!

Based on women's intuition, I felt that Sotong will be back for him. They will reconcile and live happily ever after..Will this happen?...

ArGh..It's getting on my nerve now.. why am i thinking for that one out of a million possibilities? Why can't the answer appear right in front of me? Hey U( I'm pointing on U)!! Tell me the answer!!

[ Sotong & Charcoal Just Don't Compromise.. Definitely It's Not SIMULTANEOUS EQUATION!! Not Even Substitution!! ]>.<"

Signing Off,
VanTaSha
(07/02/07)


Right now, it is as though I'm standing at the intersection road.. 2 path for me to choose..Path 1: Studies + old friends + CG.. Path 2: Studies + New relationship + CG.. You tell me, which one am I supposed to choose?

Well, I'm kinda moody today.. I guess it's just wasn't my day.. Early in the morning I've already received unpleasant news that Chia Ei Ei will not be taking our lessons tomorrow, instead, we are going to have Agnes Teo, our Vice Principal, for POA lessons.. ArGh!! Can you imagine how stressful am i right now? A brief description for my VP... She is a very strict person. Most of us can't really get along well with her. She's also very demanding in students' performance.. Sad to say, we are going to suffer tomorrow.. Help me! sighz..

Worse still, I felt so weak la.. i don't even have to mood to talk.. I think I'm still having sore throat and I have no idea what's going on to me, I somehow sprained my ankle... can't really walk fast this afternoon.. Felt so lousy.. sighz..

Anyway, I had a great window shopping yesterday.. I noticed a very interesting bag. Bottle caps are sewed onto it.. Interesting manz,hahaha.. But still, shoes captivated my attention the most..Haha..the designs are real cool and its color were damn nice la.. but the price is even 'nicer'.. haha, get what I mean,right?..^^

Alright then, gonna close up with a verse for today..
Colossians 3:23 "Whatever you do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, not to men."

Signing Off,
VanTaSha
(05/02/07)


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Highly Recommended!! Hee Hee..>.<"

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