Aiyaya..Today,i was so fed up. I got back my social studies test paper. I cannot believe i've got a just-passed results, whereas, that forgien talent gets the highest in our class. Not fair,why is he progressing so well, yet i'm still at the borderline? I felt that i'm a big failure. I cant even get good grades for just a simply SS test. He's there progressing very well, shinning for God, yet i'm still on my original spot. *Sighz..* Just now as i was reflecting what causes me to get such lousy results, God throws me a challenge. " If he can do it, why cant U? Both of you are from same class, taking the same subject, so i dont see why U cant make it. U must strive better than that F.T.." Upon realising this,i made up my mind, i must work hard, study hard to beat down this F.T!!! Argh..!

• To B.X: Dont be too aggressive..U are getting abit too far..God's watching U..

Dear God,
I thank U for today's service..Indeed,it was a great service..at least i've learnt something meaningful,rather than the whole morning been distracted,wondering which CG will i belong to in future..*sob sob* i thought i could withstand whatever outcome,but it just doesnt seems to be right..So right now,God has put me into a challenge. He had placed me in the wilderness, not knowing anyone nor anything about the surrounding environment..As i was sobbing away just now, God suddenly sent me a phase "Be a SOUL SURVIVOR"...it sets my mind ponding, "hmmZ,soul survivor?what is it?" Survivor comes with the word 'survive'..i think God is trying to convey a message that i got to be strong and adaptable under any circumstances...with such, i settled down my emotions, planned out everything that i'm going to do in the new CG..well, i believe in future,I will grow spiritually & mentally strong together with the works of God and hopefully,i could get to know the new members more,interact with them more..

Together With God's Strength,Nothing Is Impossible...Stay Strong,Stay Active,Be a SOUL SURVIVOR...

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Values

Dr A.R Bernard mentioned about values just now...it sets my mind pondering, does values really identifies who we are?Is it true that when people changed the way they look at us,our values will eventally changed?i came know this lady 3 years ago.Her name was Irene(replaced by another name)..In my point of opinion,i felt that Irene is a nice and quiet girl.but i have no idea why,in contrary,my friend told me that she loves to flirt around with guys and because of how they look at Irene,she values was deduced..so what i wanted to say is that whatever things u've said from your MOUTH,it's very critical..God has created us uniquely and each of us is special in a sense we behave what God has want us to be..We are simply the reflection of Him..Devil will never ever beat Him down coz whatever he's dealing with,it's just only His reflection...I cant imagine what will be devil's outcome when he really come face to face with God..Hahaha...













Ps 138:7
Though I walk in the midst of trouble, You'll revive me;
You will stretch out Your Hand
Against the wrath of my enemies,
And your right hand will save me.

Labels: Values

Dear God,
today was such a wonderful day..as per normal,times flies...though i cant make it for the Prayer Meeting just now,but i received a news..i wasnt sure whether is it true anot,W366 is going to multiply..it sets my mind, thinking through thoroughly "are U sure?i dont think so leh...did we met the required no. of memebers to multiply?" i was shocked,yet feeling abit worried..usually,when it comes to multiplication of CG,first reaction would be very happy,as though u r on top of the highest mountain,ya?but i just dont know why,i started to get worried,afraid of something...Yes,all i long for is a break through in our CG,but there's this kind of fear and 'loneliness' feeling that i've felt..what's wrong with me?maybe coz i think that i'll be separated away from my members..i dont know..

Labels: W366 Multiplication

Dear God,
today is just not my day...I guess i've slept too much,the whole day in class i kept complaining"ahh!!very tired...i wanna sleep..!"...so what exactly is the right time for us to turn in?usually,i sleep at around 12plus..it's already a standard time for me coz too early,i could not fall asleep...sighz..

Times passes fast..finally,i received my salary..it was quite a disappointment though i got my salary now..Recuit Express has already delayed again,again and again issuing payment..i think in future,i'll not look for jobs via Recuit Express..poor finance management,poor service..not trustworthy enough...Sighz..

Last but not least,to round up for the day,i'll felt that friendship are important..friends around U do care for U..if they dont,then forget about it..they dont wish to care,then u also dont bother about them..maybe that's the best solution..at the very most,u r just gonna lose 1 friend...that's all...Sighz..

Labels: Ripe Apart

Recently,i borrowed a book from national library..it is called "First French Kiss" by Adam Bagdasarian...overall,though i didnt get to finish reading the whole book,but i wanna point out the first chapter...It's kinda suitable for teenage,like us^^,especially those who are experiencing first date...(''v'')...it's very interesting..(hehehez...)i wont talk much bout the book,it's all left for U to find out more..Take care..hehehez...=P---------25 days left...


Chorus:
Coz there's somethin' in the way U look at me
It's as if my heart knows U're the missin' piece
Make me believe that there's nothin' in this world i cant be
I never know what U see
But there's somethin' in the way U look at me

(''v'')As i was viewing my blog,listening to the background music,i recalled the times with U..the glance of your eyes tat melts my heart,the way U look at me...Why r u so cruel?U made me feel so hurt,yet so desired to see U face to face..What's in your mind now?Flirtin wif other galz or...Miss U still...29days left..(''v'')

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Time Flies~...Not Much Left~...



Today in school,as i was in the washroom,i overheard a short conversation from a group of lower sec girls..Indeed,i agreed on what they said"..Time flies,just like a blink of its eyes..."well,right now,if i was not updated with the day and time,i thought i was still in sec 4,preparing for my very first national exams..hahax,it's kind of weird la..How can i still have such mindcept?

Anyway,i did passed my N lvls and able to be promoted to sec 5..right now,it's an intensive period..i can really felt tat there's not much time left coz O lvl paper is push forward by 1 week..it's is equals to 1 week less of revision..it's quite surprising that we've started our lesson today..initially i thought we'll start lesson only by next week..so i tell myself,this year got to work very hard,maybe 2 times of efforts?...

Ya..our teacher also did a simple convertion of Ns results to Os results...I was so shocked..can u imagine,L1R5 i got 30 points..?cant believe it..too much liao..Really la,got to Buck Up already..i dont want to waste my time ended up in ite..I've come so near,yet i'm still so far away...NO!!i wanna go Polytechnic..Here comes questions drifting in my mind,"...can i up hold myself?am i well discipline enough to do my own revision?will i halfway through give up?will i SLACK?..."hmMmz...=/

Labels: Intensive Period

1st Day Of School In 2007...Boring!!

It was quite boring in school today..i wouldnt say it's totally bored to death,but at least i get to know my new form teacher,which is MS GOH,a bubbly,cute and sunshine teacher,and also get to see my beloved classmate again..they are still the same,no change..so playful,so naughty,hahax..anyway,today,as usual,the school did a disciplnary check(attire/hair/nails/sock etc..)...after which,we proceeded back to class..I was so happy as our class,5B,is allocated in the IT resource room,which means AIR CONDITION ROOM!!YEAH~..hahax...i guess others are jealous about us coz their classroom only have fans..hehex...last but not least,our theme for the class is "Eskimo"...In a few days time,we gonna decorate the class nicely,just as comfortable as if you are in your room..hehex..ok,til here,end off..Cheers!!(:

Labels: School Matter

Farewell 06'...Welcome 07'!!!

Happy New Year!!!haha,finally,06' has passed..just wondering,what did u guyz do before the clock strikes 12am?well,as for me,i didnt went down for countdown,neither do I celebrate at home..it's a..Silent night~Holy Night~ for me..hahaz..

Anyway,in year 07 i really got to buck up in my studies liao..it's gonna be an intensive period as i will take my 'O's lvl paper...but sadly,right now i'm still in my holiday mood..Oh no,wad am i surpose to do?honestly,i yet not started doing my holiday assignment..coz i know the teacher is VERY forgetful...everytimes they never collect,and even if they did collect,they also wont mark it..so wad's the point?guess i'll do it when they ask for collection bah..hahaz,i so bad..=P

Lastly,this few day i met some new frenz online..it's kinda great to know them and i also really appreciate the concern they've shown towards me and all those encouragement..ThankS!!Love u guyz..Cheese~..(:

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