Eternal Pain...
Early in the morning 6am,i woke up with a heavy heart...Just for the day itself,i felt very sick and lots of pain..having a bad stomachache for the whole day..so here comes a question:"what have U eaten last night?"well..didnt really ate much..what's wrong with me?hmMmz..

Anyway,as i boarded 172 in the morning to sch,i saw lots of NS guyz..they made me recalled of him..all of the sudden,i feel like crying..both of my eyes were filled of tears..just about to roll down my cheek..*sob sob*..why cant i just get over this matter and move on?i thought i was strong enough to forget everything,but things just dont compromise with me..whatever object/people passes by me,somehow or rather,it relates back to him..

Why are there so much unbreakable ties with him?i feel like crying out,but do u think i can express out my emotion in front of my frenz?i dont think so...my heart aches like a freshly cut wound..unbearable pain..it's as if the scarS in my heart ripe apart again and it's getting wider and wider...i dont wish other ppl to interrupt my problems..maybe advices will be the best solution...let me do thinking and processing..
23days left...