Everyday, i live a life of competition. I've always wanted to strive for the best and make myself well-known enough among the class. Each day, I'm always competing with that F.T(mentally), be it in areas of studies or other activites.. Honestly speaking, it is not a challenge anymore, instead, that F.T becomes a threat to me.. Each day, I've always thought of nasty ways on how to beat that F.T down.. It seems like i'm leading my life everyday by the devil.. Jealousy, hatred, anger and so on.. But to think again, isn't what God wanted us to progress in studies, get top in class and make a difference? I'm confused... Right now, there's only 1 thing that flows in my mind, "next test,i must do better than F.T, beat him down, prove him that he's not the only outstanding elite in class..I CAN DO SO TOO!!.." Am i really on the right track? Do i need to change my perception? Or shall i just continue with this mentality in order for me to reach my goals? I have no idea...God, pls tell me what am I suppose to do..
人之初性本善..("v")("v")
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