Believe In Your Heart..

My oh my.. I'm in a chaotic world now.. Lots of thinking to be thought.. Lots of decisions to make.. Lots of unbearable matters to let go.. Building up courage to pick up new things, new matter, new environment, new society, new people.. How i wish time could stop just right now, NOW i mean!.. Nothing to worry about, nothing to fear about, heck care of everything and live an eternal world with Jesus.. That's all i want.. hmmz..

Nowadays, I'm getting more and more blur.. I just couldn't absorb what the teachers has taught us.. I began to feel depressed.. Fears are filling all over me and sometimes you could even see me staring blankly in the space.. This shouldn't be the way,right? But but.. Guess my brain is not functioning at the right time.. This particular song kept on running through my mind over and over again.. Somehow, I got hook onto it already.. As I was recalling this music, I thought of him.. That shouldn't be the way coz 'Hello, come on, why am i putting so much attention on him?' Does this prove that I've fallen in love for him? Cannot be and it SHOULDN'T be at this crucial year.. But it's irresistible.. His image kept on flashing through my thoughts.. I'm like avoiding this person in MSN, so as to 'unfulfill' this weird thoughts..

I am is what I am and for what I am, i shall stand up on my feet again.. Together with the guidance of Holy Spirit, I shall move on.. No Distraction for me, U devil! I had enough of it...

Prayer:
Holy Spirit, guide me through this crucial period, allowing me to make a rightful decision and cast away all the temptations that I'm facing now in Jesus Mighty Name.. Give me the Strength to stay awake in lessons and mould me into an alert and righteous person.. Oh Lord, I desires more of You and less of me.. I give You my all in exchange of a renewed mind.. Oh Lord, clothed me with protection, shields and armors to fight the spiritual war against devil.. I love You so much, by your grace, everything shall be done in a systematic and orderly manner.. In Jesus Mighty name i prayed, Amen...

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
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