Equation for the day..(It's not math fomulae anyway..)

This Morning...

1. tummyache + late for school = Panic
2. insufficient time for last minute recap + stress = Panic
3. 1st section,choose 1 qn + indecisive thoughts = Stunt
4. Stunt + 2P = Blank mind -.-"

But...

1. Short prayer + 10 counts breathing + thinking Cap= aha!! (Lighted bulb appeared on top of my head..)
2. Format + revised work = a complete sketch of mindmap..^^*

So... I started my composition writing and finished off my last sentence just in time..Thank God! :) Anyway, my mid year exam has already started.. So this few days i'm going into a retreat and enter into an intensive self-study world.. People out there, my apology for not joining u guys in any activities..Please understand.. Thank you so much..

Rotini Baked Pasta

Ingredients

• 1 (16 ounce) package rotini pasta
• 1/2 pound lean ground beef
• 1 teaspoon salt
• 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper
• 1 (28 ounce) jar spaghetti sauce
• 3 cups shredded mozzarella cheese

Directions

1. In a large pot, cook rotini pasta in boiling salted water until al dente. Drain.
2. Cook ground beef in medium skillet until brown. Add the diced onion, salt and pepper. Mix in half of the jar of spaghetti.
3. In a large bowl, add the browned beef mixture to the drained pasta and stir in the second half of the spaghetti sauce. Pour mixture into a 2 quart baking dish. Cover with aluminum foil.
4. In a preheated 425 degree F (230 degree C) oven bake for 20 minutes. Remove foil, sprinkle shredded mozzarella cheese and return to oven for 5 to 10 minutes. Serve warm.

Enjoy!(:

"... Train is arriving.. Please mind the gap.." There i was, standing at the platform waiting for my train.. I felt so sick.. I felt so dizzy.. I felt so blur*.. I felt stress..My heads were so heavy, as though I'm wearing 5 tons heavy weight of metal helmet..I felt nausea..feel like vomiting but can't..Nothing for me to throw out.. I've not being comsuming any food since morning.. At that point of time, all I can think of would be none other than home.. Guess I've been attacked by some form of virus that cause me to suffers lotz.. Maybe fever,maybe flu,maybe other illness which I've yet to discover.. I don't know..My nose exhaled warm air..My eyes are closing..(feels like dying soon..).. I need healing..I don't wanna be sick.. It's unbearable.. Not even a slight cold..I don't wanna be sick.. *sighz*.. God, please heal me.. You promise me that you're gonna protect me,you're gonna shield me..But look at my condition now,what have you done?.. Feeling very weak now.. mentally weak.. Argh, headache..


Chicken Fettuccine Alfredo

Ingredients

• 6 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves - cut into cubes
• 6 tablespoon butter, divided
• 4 cloves garlic, minced, divided
• 1 tablespoon Italian seasoning
• 1 pound Fettuccine pasta
• 1 onion, diced
• 1 (8 ounce) package sliced mushrooms
• 1/3 cup all-purpose flour
• 1 tablespoon salt
• 3/4 tablespoon ground white pepper
• 3 cups milk
• 1 cup half-and-half
• 3/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese
• 8 ounces shredded Colby-Monterey Jack cheese
• 3 Roma (plum) tomatoes, diced
• 1/2 cup sour cream

Directions

1. In a large skillet over medium heat combine chicken, 2 tablespoons butter, garlic and Italian seasoning. Cook until the chicken is no longer pink inside. Remove from skillet and set aside.
2. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Add pasta and cook for 8 to 10 minutes; drain.
3. Meanwhile, melt 4 tablespoons butter in the skillet. Saute onion, 2 tablespoon and mushrooms until onions are transparent. Stir in flour, salt and pepper, cook for 2 minutes. Slowly add milk, stirring smooth and creamy. Stir in Parmesan and Colby-Monterey Jack cheese; stir until cheese is melted. Stir in chicken mixture, tomatoes and sour cream. Served over cooked Fettuccine.

ENJOY! :)

Our Lives In Money

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like to have this $20 bill?" Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the $20 bill up. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. "well", he replied, "what if i I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?" Still the hands were in the air. "My friends,we have all learned a very valuable lesson", he said, "no matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20.
Many times in our life, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless, especially to those who love you.
The worth of lives comes not in what we do or whom we know, but by WHO WE ARE.

"You are special - Don't EVER forget it."


It's great.. It's wonderful.. I thank God for giving me such beautiful facial features..Thank God that He has also given my Darling a new look..I don't care what you people would comment about it, all i felt was that my Darling looked great in whatever style he has..He has always being a wonderful and lovely person.. No one can ever change my impression on him.. He's always there staying by my side, encouraging me whenever i feel disappointed or upset...Like a guardian angel, he guides me through the narrow paths in my life, showing me the road to success..Thank U for all the efforts ,the love,the care and the concerns that you've sowed into my life.. i dearly appreciated it..*muackz*^^


So sad, so sad, it's a sad sad situation.. Never in life this year i've felt so helpless, so panic-stricken before.. During the test, out of a sudden, when i came across this particular question, my mind went totally blank.. I'm done for it liao.. 7 marks has gone for yet to comeplete other questions in time.. 5 marks has gone for uncertain answer.. the rest of the minor mark makes no difference..*sighz*.. It suckz to core!! I hate this.. Blame on myself.. If that is the kind of questions coming out in Os paper, i can immediately jump off the building liao..*sob sob*.. gonna burst out in tears anytime.. [I know you guyz will say "aiya, we'll also die, not only you lor.." Sorry but i take my Math subject very seriously.. I have high expections for this subject.. So it's a normal for me to react like that..] Hope and pray hard that when i get back my paper, i won't get so depress or maybe even tear off that piece of s**t on the spot..*sighz* and I HATE ATTENTION SEEKING FREAK!! especially those who deliberately make noises or show it in an indirect way.. You know what I mean... Damn You! S**T You! You guyz S**K to the core!! I'm damn pissed off now! Get lost!






Those were the days...You guys rox my worldz!:]


Oh ya!!today's service was totally wonderful.. IT'S EASTER by the way.. But it wasn't that pleasant this morning.. Now then i realised, Bunny knows how to fly planes/kites..to be honest, I'm disappointed.. really.. but never mind, hwa jie have patient.. [Volcano has yet to erupt..] SO no worries.. As i was about to reach expo, my 'beloved' member called me and said, 'Hey layhwa,you are the only one going for the last service,do U know?' I'm like dude do u think i know?come on la,no one tells me,no one inform me..what is this manz?[volcano's erupting..]then OK,they made me contact Mark,whom i don't even who the h** is this person, to reserve seat for me..OK fine...Next moment, my member messaged me "layhwa,don't need to call Mark already. U are going to sit with Shaun.."what the ****.. who do u guys think i am?!come on la,i can find my own seats,don't need to treat me like a small kid,arranging these and that for me..-.-" Sighz..but anyway, i am so called honoured to sit where i was seated just now cOz it was literally right behind pastor kong and pastor Derek..hehehehe..and from where i was sitting,i could clearly viewed the entire Easter performance.. Now that's so CooL!!Never in my life I've sat such good seat..hehee..


Yippie! There's no school.. Finally today I get to wake up very late,I think it's about 2pm? So sian, I stayed at home for the whole day.. Can you imagine staying at home, doing nothing and stare blankly at the wall..? That is so dumb,so ridiculous.. so I went online and blogged the previous entry.. Kind to think of it, I do receive roses from people but of different occasions.. Definitely it's not from my partner cOz I've yet to receive any.. I could still remember the last time I received a stalk of rose. it was from my CGL.. surprised huh? No la, actually back then, our church was conducting this marriage seminar.. So on the last service, he gave every of our sister a stalk of rose.. Isn't it sweet? Even my ex didn't make the first move.. HE IS SUCH A FAILURE.. Anyway, I'm not that desperate to receive gifts from people.. In fact, I felt very grateful when people make the effort to prepare, to even spend that few dollars on me.. But it would be nicer if the gifts are personally hand-made cOz it's purely out of its heart to prepare.. I treasure such items dearly.. Though I know it's gonna collect lots of dust, at least I would make the effort to clear up.. So friends out there,don't worry, your effort will not go down the drain.. Fully appreciated..Thank U..^^*






Sometimes when your tried so hard to accomplish that particular task but you still can't gets through,some thing's wrong with you.. sometimes when you observed that "hey, you get what I'm saying,we both click.!"..it's sounded so weird..sometimes when unexpected comments are made, you'd feel suspicious about these people.."are they really 'click' or am I just that 'fu qian', can't even interpret what they are trying to imply.." hmmz,i don't know and i don't wish to know,unless it concerns about me.. Maybe I'm just that 'fu qian'.. I mean, why do you want to stress your brain so much? why cant we live a simple life and think simply?Can we have no doubts in whatever things we see or do? Can we remove these double-minded concept? Can we don't consider the fact that there's always second thoughts? Why can't we have one solid answer/solution to it?hmmz...


All I Ask Of You...
No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you
My words will warm and calm you..
Let me be your freedom,
Let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here, with you, beside you,
To guard you and to guide you..

Say you love me
Every waking moment,
Turn my head with talk of summertime...

Say you need me with you,
Now and always...
Promise me that all
You say is true..
That's all I ask of you...

Let me be your shelter,
Let me be your light.
You're safe
No-one will find you
Your fears are far behind you...

All I want is freedom,
A world with no more night...
And you
Always beside me
To hold me and to hide me...

Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...
Let me lead you from your solitude...

Say you need me with you here, beside you...
Anywhere you go,
Let me go too.. Christine,
That's all I ask of you...

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...
Say the word and i will follow you...

C&R : Share each day with me
each night, each morning...

Say you love me...

You know I do...

C&R :Anwhere you go
Let me go too...
Love me, that's all I ask of you...


If I was granted with Wishes, I want :

1. Blue Top
2. Black Pants
3. Glamorous glittering Heels
4. Handbag
5. Wallets
6. S$1 Million Dollar
7. A Ticket To the musical play, Phantom Of The Opera!! [The first few best seats..]
8. Candlelit Dinner
9. 99 Red Roses ^^
10. A pair of Couple Ring [For U & Me]
11. A Necklace from Perlini Silver/Lee Hwa Jewellery/Sk
12. A Metallic Rose designed Watch..
13. Manicure Treatments...
14. High Tea.. [Like those tai tais..]
15. A Permanent Job from F&B Industries.. [Preferably a Chef]
16. Multi-purpose Oven..[Baking/Grilling/Roasting..]
17. Bermudas
18. Crumpler Bag [Orange Color]
19. A New Hair Style...
20. A Mercedes..