Believe In Your Heart..

Alright,let me do a counting first.. Back track a bit,i started off my Chinese intensive on 15 May and today is 22 May..so that means I've managed to put thru 6 days (excluding weekend) out of 2 HELL WEEK..Thank God..to be honest, this intensive period is not a joking matter,okie?.. Base on what Ms Goh has said, the school wanted to DRILL us for the coming Os level Chinese which is on next Monday, 28 May..but come to think of it, yes, right now all we need is lots of revisions and practices but, would it be good if they can give us short break before the Os paper? All of us know, no point struggling thru last minute work.. It's not effective anyway.. Come to think of it, I've got enough of all this shit! It's like you have to do the same old practices every single day and honestly i can't think much anymore...I've got no better idea to write on my composition..And mind you, I'm not that great in my writing..So it's kind of tough of me.. I felt that I'm slacking now.. Each day, it's either i have insufficient time to complete or my mind is wondering off some other things outside school.. It's kind of torturing la..I hate this feeling.. Oh God,please guide me thru this hell week and let time quickly pass so that I can immediately take my paper and concentrate on other subject..
I felt that the school is wasting lots of time doing revision for this Os Chinese paper.. why can't they balance it well? both the school and I are aware that coming the end of year, there would be another re-take paper for those who didn't perform well on the coming Monday paper..Since there's a second chance, why the school still spend so much time now doing all this?..I got a feeling..I will be re-taking my paper again..I don't know..but after all the practices that I've been doing this few days, I felt that there's a certain level of difficulties that I've yet to reach..I'm getting worried now..How?...

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
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