*sigh*.. I
don't know what to say now. today my cell group met up for dinner. I didn't turn up cause i meet up with
Jane and all. I chose to meet up
Jane today cause i gave her my promise that i will turn up for this gathering. but yet, my cg just don't listen to me. i knew that
I'm a bit rash, i admit that
I've forgotten about the gathering and agreed to go for today's dinner.
I'm sorry. i felt very
remorseful now. i knew such dinner is not always we have but i gave my promise 1 month ago to
Jane already. I don't wish to break my promise to her.
I'm sorry.
I've no intention to turn down the dinner and i have NEVER felt that this spiritual family isn't important to me. IT IS important to me.. but why do
Shaun still say such things?can't they just spare a thought for me?I mean, come on, so what if i missed this dinner?it's not the last dinner we gonna have,can? there's always other time, there's always fellowship...why?why...
人之初性本善..("v")("v")
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