Caruso
(English Translated)
Here, where the sea shines
and the wind howls,
on the old terrace beside the gulf of Sorrento,
a man embraces a girl
he wept after,
then clears his throat and continues the song:

I love you very much,
very, very much, you know;
it is a chain by now
that melts the blood inside the veins, you know…

He saw the lights out on the sea,
thought of the nights there in America,
but they were only the fishermen’s lamps
and the white wash astern.
He felt the pain in the music
and stood up from the piano,
but when he saw the moon emerging from a cloud
death also seemed sweeter to him.
He looked the girl in the eyes,
those eyes as green as the sea.
Then suddenly a tear fell
and he believed he was drowning.

I love you very much,
very, very much, you know,
it is a chain by now
that melts the blood inside the vein you know…

The power of opera,
where every drama is a hoax;
with a little make-up and with mime
you can become someone else.
But two eyes that look at you,
so close and real,
make you forget the words,
confuse your thoughts,

So everything became small,
also the nights there in America.
You turn and see your life
through the white wash astern.

But, yes, it is life that ends
and he did not think so much about it
on the contrary, he already felt happy
and continued his song:

I love you very much,
very, very much, you know,
it is a chain by now
that melts the blood inside the veins, you know…

I love you very much,
very, very much, you know,
it is a chain by now
that melts the blood inside the veins, you know…





Last Sunday was a special day as Darling and I so-called 'Celebrated' our 6 month anniversary. Two days before the anniversary, I actually placed an order of a lovely heart-shaped cookie from Famous Amos. This cookie may customised according to your own preference. So I instructed them to write the three magic word for my beloved honey... [-我爱你-]

Dearest,
Firstly of all, I would like to start off by saying a big Thank You. All these time, Whenever I feel joyous over certain issues, the first person that I want to share this moment with would be you, darling. Whenever I'm feeling down, you're always with me. You gave me more than what any other people has given. The comfort which melts my heart... The assurance which affirmed me... Every promise that you've made.. Every wonderful plans which you've shared with me...
You know what? I really felt very blessed to have you by my side. Even if I'm shaken, you're always the base that supports me. You held me strong and I held yours too.. Always and forever, we work as a team and I Love You, Darling....

Today is Saturday.I went down to Bowen's place for Cell group meeting. Then again, Shaun was late. Somehow or rather, Shaun resembles Faji.. Why? Firstly in common, Both are CGL.. Second in common, they're always late! well, what can I do? As a member, I, together with the rest of W426, waited for Shaun to arrive. While waiting, someone suggested playing the "Who, What, Huh??" game. Ever played this before? Basically we are supposed to pass down the same word which we're told like 'what?' and if ever you wanted to change to other word like 'Huh?', you've got to change the direction too. This game was to tests your agility and alertness. It was fun. All of us enjoyed.

Soon enough, Shaun finally arrived. Immediately we started off with two praise and one worship song. In the midst of worshipping God, I could sense the Lord speaking to me. His presence overflowed the whole living room. Everyone were soaked in His presence. I felt a sense of peace in my heart. Indeed, the Lord is has always never failed to grant us our desires. I thank God that He has seen through my life. I thank Him for stepping into my family, thus created reconciliation between me and my father. Praise unto You, Lord..

Today's message talks about been a 'Barnabas'. In the scripture, Barnabas was known as an encourager to all. As he goes around, fellowshiping with his people, advising them how they should proceed on in life, people looked upon him. People respected him. In modern world, we should learn from him too. We should be an encourager to our friends. In times when our fellow friends face problems, we should stretch out our helping hands to them. As far as possible, If ever I have the capability to reach out to people who are in need, I will help. Even if is just lending them a listening ears, I will still do it. Sometimes I realise, most of us have certain issues in our mind. We tend to keep it a secret to ourselves as we felt that no one is trust-worthy enough. In accumulation, this may resulted in serious isolation of yourselves. To a certain extent, people will fall into depression. Til then, It is already too late. So, what I can suggest to all would be that to be more sensitive towards people whom you've found a sudden change in them. Talk to them. Spend time with them. Get to know a little bit more about them and what is issues that they're facing. From there on, you proceed and evaluate it together. :)


Matthew 6:9-13 (New King James Version)
New King James Version (NKJV)

9 In this manner, therefore, pray:

Our Father in heaven,
Hallowed be Your name.
10 Your kingdom come.
Your will be done
On earth as it is in heaven.
11 Give us this day our daily bread.
12 And forgive us our debts,
As we forgive our debtors.
13 And do not lead us into temptation,
But deliver us from the evil one.
For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever.
Amen.


시편 23 [Psalm 23 - Korean Version]

1여호와는 나의 목자시니 내가 부족함이 없으리로다
2그가 나를 푸른 초장에 누이시며 쉴만한 물 가으로 인도하시는도다
3내 영혼을 소생시키시고 자기 이름을 위하여 의의 길로 인도하시는도다
4내가 사망의 음침한 골짜기로 다닐찌라도 해를 두려워하지 않을 것은 주께서 나와 함께 하심이라 주의 지팡이와 막대기가 나를 안위하시나이다
5주께서 내 원수의 목전에서 내게 상을 베푸시고 기름으로 내 머리에 바르셨으니 내 잔이 넘치나이다
6나의 평생에 선하심과 인자하심이 정녕 나를 따르리니 내가 여호와의 집에 영원히 거하리로다


2 weeks ago, as I was there, standing at Alpha arena, 7Th row, worshipping my Lord, I heard a small voice from far. I looked around, no one was talking to me. All of them were bowing their head, praying to God. I close my eyes. I calm myself down. I heard Him. It was as though the Holy spirit has conducted a conversation for Jesus and me. He posted me a question. A question which seeks for an answer from me. It took me a few seconds to reply Him. It is extremely hard for me to make such decision because it requires me to give up my dearest possession...As I was still in the midst of dilemma, Lord told me that whatever possession that i am owning now, it is all from Him. He gave me the supplies, He gave me the goodness of all, He gave me a second chance, He gave me faith, He gave me opportunity to choose, He gave me everything. Then I told Him this, "Lord, You're are all. If there's the answer which you're looking for in me, I'll follow your will. Guide me through O Lord, lead me to a calm world. " Soon enough, I immediately recalled a lovely song from our very own Children Church, First Album... It sings about God's greatness... Psalm 23...


Name.

1. Thanks for whose who are with me when i'm feeling low : LZ, Vasily, Willie.
2. Thanks for those who had taken time off to study with me : LZ, Cheryl.
3. Even those who said that they'll study with me but last minute couldn't turn up, I would still like to Thank You for at least you answered me back. : sheena, zhao jun
4. Thank You for those who have been, without failed, everyday viewing my blog. : those who have been recently tagging on my board.
5. Thank You for those who have sent numbers of encouraging message to me. : LZ, Cheryl, Vasily, W426(CG), Willie
6. Thank You for this particular person who has indirectly provoked me. : NOT SHEENA, NOT PATRICIA, NOT JASMINE. Someone in my class. Don't wish to mention cOz I don't want to loss even the slightest friendship that we both have. Holding no grudge on her now. I'm cooled off..

that's all...