29Th December 2007 was W426's thanksgiving day. When we talk about thanksgiving, people should ought to be joyful and thankful to surrounding friends who had helped them and encouraged them through out those period of difficult times. Thanksgiving session should serve as a time whereby we APPRECIATE each other's presence and favours of whom has given to you. Anybody wanted to know about my feeling for thanksgiving? I felt sad. Perhaps "disappointed" should be the ideal word to use. I felt so unappreciated. On the surface, people may claimed that "...everything's alright. You're doing just fine..."However, I beg to differ. Seriously, I could sense it. You can say it's that devil's trying' to stir my heart or whatsoever but I felt this uneasiness dwelling in my heart. It just couldn't fade off gradually. It became stagnant. Why? Why?... I gave myself some time to think.. Sad to say, my mind failed to give me an answer. What is the ultimate reason for been like this? Why wasn't I been treated like another other people in the group? Why did people STILL categorised me as QUIET? I was telling myself, " LOOK! I've made an effort to change myself. Even I could feel the changes. Why aren't they felt it too?" I felt so unhappy. If only I could just stop hiding my emotions and heck care about surrounding affair and give myself a good crying session in front of all people to ease this uneasiness... ...
人之初性本善..("v")("v")
12:52 AM
Welcome
1 John4:12-13
No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us. We know that we live in him and he in us, because he has given us of his Spirit.
PROFILE
Jasmine a.k.a Hwa姐
Created: 21/07/90
Born again: February 2006
Loves
Jehovah, God! ^0^
Everybody! :]
Desires
[Fixed Asset]
*Nokia 7210 Supernova!
*GOLDEN RETRIEVER
*Blue Sunglasses
*Green/Sky Blue Contact Lens
*Crumpler Bag
*Customized Mug!
*Non-Brittle cardholder
*Extravagant Worship - The Songs Of Darlene Zschech
*Extravagant Worship Book
[Intangible Asset]
^Grow spiritually strong with my Lord
^Forgiveness from U
^unconditional love from Abba
^Better relationship with everyone
^Rise up in ministry/Cell Group
^Live a 4th dimension living