Believe In Your Heart..

Breathless - Shayne Ward

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus:
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus:
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

Chorus:
You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
10:39 PM

I'M SICK!

Currently i'm still feeling unwell. I'm still having this "Butterfly" flying in my tummy... Oh God.. get this fly out of my tummy!... Since i'm in such condition right now, i have no choice but to miss my CG meeting today... Yesterday I took a leave off from work.. Sighz.. I pray that i will not miss tomorrow's service... Oh Goooooddddddd.......Heal Me! :(

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
1:51 PM

Happy Chinese New Year to all!!!

Today I went down to my granny's place for vistation. It a great blessing to have these uncles and aunties around.. Why? Coz i received lots of ang bao.. heehee... Anyway, the main objective was to gather all of us together... Well, at least once a year? I felt sad for the elderly.. As their children grow up, having their own family, they tend to necglect their parents. At times, they even find that they are a nuisance to them. They find it troublesome to have them around as old people's mobility isn't that great as the youth, so to speak... I love my granny anyway... Too bad that i'm not equipped with fluent dilect language and they do not kow how to speak english.. What can we do?..... hmmZ...I supposed the presence of yours is more than enough... Really... I remembered last year's reunion dinner. My granny was left all alone at home because the whole family have to go down to my maternal's family side for reunion dinner.

As all of us were preparing ourselves to leave the house, granny grabbed hold of my hand and asked,

(In Hokkien)
" where are you going?"
"To popo(Grandma)'s house..." I said.
"Mummy leh? Ah seng leh?.." She asked again.
I said, " they are going too... "
" Am I alone at home?... ..."
".... erm... Yea.... "
"..... ...... ....... "

From then on, she kept quiet... I could see her face... Sad face... As though a children loses its parents... No accompany.. All alone....

I said, " Ah ma, we'll be back at 8pm.. A quick dinner.. Promise..."
She said, " okay then... "

I felt very bad... Can you imagine leaving your loved ones alone at a corner and just leave...?

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
9:25 PM

Reunion Night
Aloha… Today is New Year’s Eve. I supposed most of the Chinese families will be having a memorable reunion dinner. So do I. I had mine just an hour ago. It was really a memorable one as my mum decided not to cook dinner. Instead, she wanted some ‘instant and quick’ meal whereby she does not need to waste energy preparing and washing dishes. (How lazy!! ) So my mum decided to make orders for pizza. She chose Canadian Pizza because she fancy one of their special delight, the Meat lover.

Meat lover pizza consists of mainly beef and pepperoni. The base of Meat Lover is filled with sweet tomato sauces. Above the red field, it covers with pieces of maroon-colored pepperoni ring and meaty minced beef. To deck up the whole piece of wonderful yummy world, shredded piece of cheese are landed on it. It bakes itself under the hot scotching oven for about half an hour or so. After which, a golden piece of yummy land appeared right in front of everybody’s eye… Fragrance of italic parmesan cheese flew into all of our nostrils… It smells heavenly great…

That's my ang bao!! From Grandma:)
Besides that, mum also ordered Tandoori Chicken Pizza. This piece of lovely pastry is filled with chicken meats, tomato fruits and fresh button mushrooms. It appeared stagnant and stunned as all ingredients were diced into cubes. Its base is spread with spicy scotching curry sauces. Its smells heavenly great too…

All in all, we had a wonderful and memorable dinner together. Even though staple rice and typical ingredients were not served in this reunion night, we had a great time together… I will never ever forget this special reunion.

What about yours?

Regards,
Jasmine a.k.a hwajie

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
8:13 PM

Well well well... In office, echos of anger flying pass my ears....

"HEY!! ... @#!%$(*&! ..."

It's kinda scary though....

Relax people....

It's New Year anyway... Be a blessing to others.. I'll never ever forget the phrase and it shall be my life motto from Year 2008 onwards..

" Find a need and meet it... Find a hurt and heal it... "

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
10:25 AM

如果你又在能看见他那水汪汪的眼神, how would you feel? ......

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
10:25 AM

I would say it's a great pleasure for me to be able to write this entry at this moment. Lots of things happened this week.. Good things in fact.. :)

Firstly, my week has been a great one.. I've been spending most of my time working in office, interacting with lots of people on the phone. I believe through such practises, it really bring me up to another level of better communication. As most of us know, I'm a quiet person, an introvert, so to speak. I don't talk much, I'm shy.. (heeheex..).. On the very day of interviewing for this job, God has really challenged me to take up this job. God told me that in order to move on and not to remain stagnant, we have to shift away from our comfort zone and boldly up new challenges. In addition, God promised one thing to me that through thick and thin, no matter what happens, He'll be with me all the time. I believe Him and took up this job.. Look at me now.. The 'Old Lay Hwa' has died, new Jasmine rised up! Hallelujah!! :)

Secondly, I've finally gotten my January salary. Thank God for that!:) Earlier part of the week, I've roughly calculated the day i will be getting my salary and there would be about next week. However, before attending CG meeting, while for my CG member to arrive, I walked over to the ATM machine and check up the balance amount in my bank. To my surprise, the agency has credited my salary way before the expected day. I'm so happy now.. Finally I can clear all my expense and fulfill my building fund for February month. Praise God!:)

Lastly, I would just like to thank God for His presence. These few days I've been 'hallucinating' myself with some negative thoughts. Surrounding affairs can easily disrupt my thoughts (Sad, right? I'm not an influential person but rather the one been influence..) I asked myself questions which seems to be an unanswered one... Nobody responded to me.. However, I heard His voice.. Thank God for leading me back to track.. :)

That's all I have for this week! There will be more coming up next week! Do stay tune to Jasmine FM!! heeheex.. [^^]

Chaos...

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
2:17 AM