Now it's 7:03Pm and i'm still in the office, staring at the whole list of numbers, clicking "BLINCK" and "WLNY" icon... *click click click*... My fingers are cold and weak.. almost numb... My heart felt worse... While i'm still clicking, my brain suddenly voice out and whispered softly to my heart..

" Why does your heart tastes sour, yet bitter and sorrowful? Was it the neglection of friends or seeing a disharmony family...? "

I don't know...


11Th March 2008

Most rightful thing I've done today : Torn 1 photo into several pieces.

As I was searching for my oil-blot paper, I saw this photo laying at a corner inside my drawer. I took it out and stared it for quite some time... My mind was confused.. " Should I or should not? " After which, without any hesitation, I tore it into pieces. I stood up quickly and walked towards the living room's rubbish bin and threw it... I think I had made a rightful choice. That's it for today. I'm turning in very soon.. Good Night...


Monday, 10/03/2008

This morning as I woke up from bed, I felt a short sharp pain from my arm. It must due to yesterday's workout. What have I done yesterday?... Hmmz! aha! the bulletin!! I was carrying heavy bulletins into the hall before service. *sighz*.. Think I've not been stretching myself frequently ever since this temporary work started. As I'm typing now, I could still feel the pain. I think it's time for me to do something about it... Anyway, I didn't had a good night rest. I was awaken at 5am early in the morning for no particular reason. I tried getting myself back to sleep but failed. I closed both of my eyes tight, trying to prevent from getting it dry and uncomfortable.. But still, I couldn't get back to sleep. I woke up with a pair of Panda eye... *.*" Very~~ tired now... *Yawn*...


Sunday 09/03/2008

As usual, I was told to serve for service today. Finally, after been lost of quite a weeks, I knew my group. Presenting to U.... Group 15, 1C!! yuppie.. I doubt you will be able to imagine how happy i was just now when they inform me about my actual group I'm belongs to.. I felt that I've been a lost sheep in Usher Ministry and that it makes me feel a little awkward. It was as though I'm an extra piece of jigsaw puzzle, unlabelled. But anyway, since I got my groupings now, I wouldn't have to ask people where I'll be serving and what I should do.. Yuppie~!!

Secondly, today was also a very fruitful day for me as I got the chance to serve section or zone, in other word, all alone. Which means to say I have to take good care of the bulletin item, envelope etc etc... Oh ya, and also what they called it, to ~fish~ for people. which means to say assisting people to fill the loopholes in your section. I find that it was fun and thrilling.. Imagine yourself running up and down the steps for a couple of time...( What a good form of exercise!!) I once told an unknown usher friend this, "You can choose not to exercise for the whole because no matter what, you'll have a session over the weekend.. hahaha.. " Anyway, it was a good start for me as a new usher. I'll still have quite a number of things to learn other fellow usher mates. Jia You Jasmine!!

Thirdly, I would consider today's message as a great form of encouragement to me and to others who has yet to take up a ministry. Not just this week's message, for the past few weeks, the church has been emphasizing about "Servanthood". As a child of God, we ought to follow Jesus's footstep in which to become a servant to its own man. Take for an example, before Jesus was crucified on the cross, he laid down himself as lowly as a servant and washes his disciples feet. Can you ever imagine your higher authority doing such things to you? What is the message that is trying to bring across? I always believe that great leader such as Jesus himself should deserve a good respect from his people.

Anyway, it has been a long time since I've written such a long entry. I miss those times when I can freely express myself on blog. However, I was distracted and temporary left. Now that I'm back in writing, I knew exactly who I'm writing to.. You can choose not to read (perhaps my English command is poor), or do stay tune... :)

Cheers!


What Do you thank God for?





4Th March 2008

Today is my first working day fro the week. Due to the fact that our computer was down on last Friday and I was on MC on Monday, tons and tons of tasks was accumulated in my inbox. As I prepare myself for breakfast before starting the work, I prayed to God,



" Dear God, I thank You for recovering my body. Thank You for cleansing the illness in my body. Dear God, as I partake this bread now, I pray that you'll bless this bread which you've broken down for me and provide me with great strength to carry on for the rest of the day. Dear God, I pray that you'll look after me throughout the day, even as I would be contacting nasty customer later.. I pray for your presence to be so strong as you saturate the whole office. Dear God, most of all, I pray that you'll look after my boss, Apple, my 2 workmate, Kara and Pearlyn.. I lift up all this into your hands, In Jesus Name I pray, Amen..."

God is Love.. Love all people, especially your enemies.. Do not hold grudges but pray for them that they may receive Love...