Believe In Your Heart..

Last night, I was on the phone with somebody. Still, we came back to the same old topic and had serious argument. Each word that proceeded from his mouth deeply cuts into my heart as I know that God is using this way to constantly remind me that he is malfunctioned in this area. Moreover, God wanted me to know that I can never rely on him in this area anymore because he is malfunction. I felt sad,sour and sorrow. Imagine yourself turning against your loved ones with no other choices when in times of need...

Little prayer to God...

Dear God,
If this is only way you can remind me that he is no longer my supporter and comforter in times when I'm spiritually down and that in the bible it is written clearly that I should run to you instead to seek for comfort, please do so. Oh God, I remembered, long long time ago, you spoke to me of Proverbs 20:30, "Sometimes it takes a painful experience to make us change our ways", now i knew what you are trying to tell me. Oh God, will it be too late to turn my direction back to you? Will you still accept me once again for who I am? Will you still believe and trust my weary soul? Oh God, I prayed that whenever i am hurt emotionally or spiritually, I would be assured that you will be there for me and give me a hug, telling me, "It's OK,my child, fret not for i am with you. Hush.. It's going to be alright..." Will you still be there for me in times when my mind and my emotion has taken over me? Will you still be there faithfully waiting at my door? I teared, not of the tears of joy but 0f the tears of regrets. Oh God, I am sorry that I've made a wrong decision. Will you still forgive me and accept the way just as I am?
God...

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
10:34 AM