Believe In Your Heart..

Apparently, I've, once again, screwed up my day... !>.<

*beep beep beep*... " You're Alpha IC. " --> Time: 9++am. Date: 31th Jan 09

What have I done wrong?

1. Preparation of briefing notes

Thank God for crist's smart idea, Zone Briefing Notes Template. As soon as I received my allocation, I quickly referred to the template for help. Thank God that most of the important pointers are recorded down. However, I believe that there are more to add on and it shall be as detailed as possible so that misterpretation/ assumption can reach to its minimum.

2. Support

Everything went positive... We did more than enough... We completed our service quantity in 45min and even did half for Sunday's service... *Pad Pad on layhwa's shoulder* Well done... :)

3. Briefing to Alpha Ushers

I assumed that I've read out all the pointers to take note of in my briefing notes. Perhaps i was my fault that i did not empathsize certain very important elements such as Offering sequences, the responsibility implanted to us, the accountability aftermath, insipirational motivation to Alpha usher etc...

4. Allocations for Alpha Usher

I did ask them whether if anybody is serving Alpha the first time. I could have missed out other importants questions beside first time serving... My fault for been stumbled at that moment. *Head aches... *

5. Offering Buckets

A2 (13 Buckets)
I think that panic has stroke me at the back of my dumb dumb brain... After collecting A2 first row, I eventually thought that I'm still a zone usher and happily collected A2 bucket. Worse still, I feel that sometimes when I panic, I couldn't think properly... On my left ear, congregation called out for me to collect buckets. On the right ear, my beloved security brother kept pinpointing which buckets has yet to be collected. And my 2eyes are literately staring at Koong Fai.. *SOS signal* After so much confusion and also due to time contrain, I brought up whatever bucket that is on hand without counting it. By the time when I reach OCP 2, I've got 10 buckets only.. Youmei took 1 bucket. Ben came in with 1 bucket.. so..
10+1+1=12??? Where is another 1? Shit!!!!!!! Sound console...!! >.< " I'm so scared now.. I think my buckets doesn't tally... "

6. Mental preparation

I should've prayed before hand... I turned up unprepared. So, what makes you think that your ushers would do well when their IC cannot even get a hold of themselves? It doesn't make sense, right?

*Alright, this is my self-reflection on today's duty. I felt that I've done bad. I've not live up to the level of excellence and should deserve all disciplining.

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
11:08 PM