It's the 4th time liao...Thank God that I've survived and made it through my way to riverwalk. God, I really thank you for healing me when I got black-out today.
*Commonwealth Station*I knew that I would've fainted in the MRT train just now but mariculous,my body withstand it.. However, my mind and vision totally went blank.. My ears were blocked by pressure and were deaf... I can't breathe easily... I couldn't see... Nor could I hear any conversation those ladies who stood in front of me... I knew that eyes were on me but i just couldn't see... Dizzy spells started to ring and got my head spinning round and round in darkness. Thank God for the hand rail beside me. I felt as though it was His hand, holding on to me...
*Next stop, Red Hill... *My vision started to recover.. but I was still deaf and couldn't breathe easily... I then grabbed the hand rail with both hands,thinking that my physical body is the only source of energy for me not to collapse.. was still struggling my way to riverwalk... ><
*Outram Park station...*Finally, i managed to sit for awhile after alighting from train... feeling much better though..But still in the midst of outbreak of cold-sweat.. Then started to stand up and walk over to NEL to Clarke Quay... Black-out strucked the second time.. and I caught myself breathless again.. ><
*Clarke Quay...*Met sean... Had my first meal of the day after breaking fast. Feeling much better..
But I've simply been horrified by this encounter. I shouldn't be surprise because it isn't the first time but I feared for death... I still have got lots of things yet to accomplish... ><
人之初性本善..("v")("v")
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