A word of promise is all I ask of You
I remembered that day
When I went down my knee
crying like a child
I was lost...

You whispered into me ears
Calming me heart
Cuddling me
It felt so warm...
Adrenaline rush through me pathway and brought me to Your secret place...

You whispered into me ears
Softly and gently...
You said, "I love You, my child..."
Me heart melted like softed-cheese
Me flesh gone weak...

Is this really You, father?
Oh... How much I long for a moment like this...

Softly and gently
You tucked me into your blossom...
You surrounded me under Your mighty wing...
You pure garment smell so sweet...

Is this really You, father?
Oh... How much I long for a moment like this...





Ma sh'lomchem??




-Ma sh'lom'cha (מַה שְׁלוֹמְךָ; "what is your well-being/peace?") is a Hebrew equivalent of the English "how are you?". This is the form addressed to a single male.
-The form for addressing a single female is Ma sh'lomech?
-For addressing several females, Ma sh'lomchen?
-For a group of males or a mixed-gender group, Ma sh'lomchem?

Shalom!!


1st Day of Quarantine...

3more hours to 0000 and i've forgotten how many times I've screamed "BORED!" to numerous people out there... Oh, in case you're puzzled of what's going on, I'M OFFICIALLY HOME QUARANTINED! (HQO)

It'll be another 6 days of bored-bearing period. Thank God for my mum! She specially went out to the market to help me stock up my rations, just in case this "rat" couldn't find any food at home and pass out.. hahahaha!

In lieu with daily assignment, RP has shifted class-based learning to E-learning. I am required to complete my daily assignment and submit by 2359 as usual. well, I may not be bored anymore. At least I am occupied with some work and best is that there is not time constrain. It's free-and-easy.

Alright, I'll "try" to enjoy the quarantine period. Meanwhile, I still yearn to go out to shop, makan, WATCH MOVIE, go for bible studies and service. ><

Dear God,
I wondered how Jessie is doing now. Is she feeling any better? Has she been discharged? God, I pray that she'll not fall sick again, and that she can go back to school and study. And God, I pray that you'll make full use of my time to do meaningful task.
Thank U Lord..


Recently, I came to know this turkish guy.. He's definitely liberal in his thoughts and I like his attitude. So, yesterday, he requested if we could have a video conference over MSN and it really strucked me for a while before I could reply him.








"The sacrifice of God is a broken spirit...
A broken and a contrite heart...
That God do not despise.... " -Psalm 51:17


"Do you think our love will bring us together?"

"Do you think our love will bring us to everywhere we want?"


- The Notebook -





John 11: 4
When Jesus heard that, He said, " This sickness is not unto death, but for the glory of God, that the Son of God may be glorified through it. "




I Just Want You - Planetshakers


Today was totally awesome!(:

Woke up at 7.45am to prepare myself for expo service at 10am, Hall 1!
Woo~! last night i slept at 2.30am.. So, I only slept for 5hr 15min =.=
Then I met Van at Jurong east platform and Yu Sheng at Expo! heehee.. so glad to have a travel companion(:

Anyway, service was totally awesome! Pastor Mary-Alice has really spurred my heart to stand out for justice! Luke 18:1-8 speaks of the attitude of persistency. (: LOVED HER!!
Oh yea, sorry to those who has waited for me until very pek chek..
Didn't notice the time. But service was awesome!

Then we met the rest at Tanah Merah and cab-bed down to Changi Ferry Terminal?
hahaaha.. super super loved the MCs.
"Shout Get Lost!"
GET LOST LA.. heehee..

So, Jermaine, Jessie, Yusheng, Kevin and me were in team 15.. or 18?
Couldn't remember clearly but I know that our compulsory Checkpoint to clear is 18!!
haha.. then we quickly took ferry and landed on Pulau Ubin!
Me the first time!! hahaha!!
Then, we rented good bikes and set off our journey tour around Ubin!

Along the way, we knew that the Checkpoint was at that spot but the yellow board was so hard to find!! ahhh..
Anyway, Great job for all! we managed to find 4-5 CPs.
Oh yea, we were so kuku... we literately ride 1 round around the path of the don't-know-what- hut.. sianz....

But still, we were vigilant enough to find our way out!! GOOD JOB!
Oh yea, we saw a super duper huge piece of rotten fish at one of the CP, with multitude of flies dancing around... eeek!

After retrieving CP 18, all of us cycled back to the basketball court and that ended off the whole Amazing Race! It's a long and challenging journey of cycling but super cool, isn't it? ^^

It was indeed, a great insight for me as a first timer going to Ubin. No doubt we cycled according to the given map, I believe there are still alot of hidden places like the QUARRY we've yet to reveal. I really wanted to go there again and see the beautiful QUARRY!!
*shouting for VANESSA*



In the book of chronicles, Jabez was out-stood by the rest of the people. Jabez was been honourable. The Hebrew meaning of Jabez is actually "painful". It must be that Jabez is a "handicapped man". As I was reading through D.D about Jabez, I began to reflect upon myself.

Speaking of been handicapped, I think all human being are handicapped. The disabilities may not be that obvious to see but neither are we flawless. Jabez must have have knew that he was handicapped in a way and that He seeks and press in to God for He is the supplements for Jabez.
Day and night, Jabez's spiritual hunger grew even more as He becomes to pray to God. Thereafter, God hears his prayer and began to bless abundantly.

I want to be Jabez as well. So what if people look down on us? It is as equal as people looking down on themselves. I want to gain back to desire I have in Him and I want more of Him. I don't want to indulge myself with wrong doings but I want to be discerning enough to differentiate right and wrong.