Believe In Your Heart..

A cold news brought out of his mouth, "today will be the last day of CG meeting I have with you guys. I'll be taking over the adult CG and Irene will replace me. "

Q: Were you shocked?
A: I was in totally shocked. No doubt Shaun mentioned that he has got some important things to announce, little do I know that it was about this matter. My mind literately gone blank for 10minutes before I could think again. [o.o]

Q: Why such arrangement?
A: Adult CG needs a leader and pastor suggested & recommended Shaun to go over.

Q: Are you sad?
A: To tell the truth, I was a little sad and almost broke into tears. Shaun has been a great spiritual elder brother to me and in him, I may be able to seek quality advice. As a leader and a good friend, I love him and it was quite hard for me to take it at that point of time. And probably the CGCs have been informed about this matter much earlier, that's why they remained calmed. It was probably the last thing I would ever want to experience it again.

When I was in the position to make a choice to leave church, I made a thought and asked myself, "if i am determine to leave, I can straight away leave the door at this instant, but I can't... why?" I thought for a moment and then to realised that I've developed something, something which I don't want to risk myself losing it...

"Love kept me growing and understanding each other better. Love keeps me in a comfort space and makes me feel welcome. Love conquers every mountains of obstacles. Because of you, I found my love again. Because of you, I have found a home, a spiritual family,a family that genuinely cares for me. Despite where I came from, they accepted me for who I am. and I love them."

Q: So what are you going to do?
A: I am proud to have Shaun around. Times when Shaun makes effort to sit down and fellowship, I will get excited and I wanted to be there, just to enjoy W426 & Shaun's presences. Now that he has move on, i really hope that my emotions will not have the chance to override me and I still want to keep my focus unto the Lord.

No wonders the cards and gifts... No wonder the sudden enthusiasm of wanting a good fellowship. I had it all wrong...

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
12:20 AM

Ended up, we did not have CG meeting.. Shaun wasn't feeling too well on friday and he has got work to rush, therefore, at 5.15pm, he cancelled CG meeting. Poor thing.. I wondered how is feeling now. After service, just heard from Jasmine that Shuan is suffering a bad tummy ache and high fever. *sigh*

"Dear God, I pray that you'll heal shaun this instant and give him strength to pull through this period.. God, I believe that you are our Jehovah Rapha, God of our healer! AMEN"

So, instead of having CG meeting, i met up with jessie and jermaine&jiasheng for some nice fellowship in town. Jessie introduced this ice sorbet called SLICE at fareast. As much as I've shopped fareast for so long, I didn't realised such yummy dessert store and I can say that it is definitely affordable and nice! :) you guys should go down and try! it's at the basement(:
Along the way, we took lots of photo. Jessie and I were so-called the "Paparazzi" of the day.. Hahaha.. was trying to take some "nice" photos of the couple in front of us.. HAHHAHA!! we really enjoyed the fellowship and i would love to have more! :]

Saturday's service was totally awesome! as we sang "For Jenalle", I just felt that God was speaking me that Jesus loves us. As much as He has suffered on the cross, been crucified, taking up our sins for our sake, He understands our pain within us...
"Your heart was once so broken, that now I can be here.."

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
1:12 AM

hmmmz.. was kinda shocked to see that blogger's JavaScript has problem yet still can update post.
Anyway, UT has finally over and holiday has just began!! However, I'm starting to rot at home.. getting more and more boring and it's like the 3rd days of holiday only?? WAHH!! can die!! Let me out of the house!
But anyway, i shouldn't be complaining so much.. bro blessed McDonald for like 2 times already! X) love ya!
and today's Friday, it's CG DAY!! super happy and excited for CG meeting later! and SHAUN IS BACK TO LEAD US! really looking forward to new Rhema from God! (: I MISS YOU, GOD!

I shall update more on blog these days since I'm having my holiday. reason why i didn't update much was because I didn't have the time to do so and I'm bit lazy la.. :P
But have no worries, I'll make an effort to update daily.
Cheers, Life's great with hwahwa around! XD

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
3:01 PM

testing..

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
3:01 PM

Just came back home not long ago from CG meeting. Today's message was power pack! It was about faithfulness we have within us and I felt that God was speaking to me regarding certain issue which I guess soon you'll find out what's going on.

After CG meeting, Na, Jas, Kevin and me decided to have supper! we went to our nearby coffee shop to makan and I had Kimchi Ramien. well, not so bad, it was edible and nice:) Whereas Jas had her salty fish fried rice... hmmmz... Nice craving! hmmz... and the two guys had nothing except drinks.. haiyo...

In a few hours time, I will be heading down to church for service. haha! can't wait to enter into His house once again. I always have this anticipation for friday and saturday to come so that I can have my moment of peace out of that worldly-world and enjoy His presence. God has been good all these while, let alone hearing the testimonies of His goodness. :)

It's 2am in the morning now and I am still awake. Had a missed call just now from a withheld number again! I really wondered who is this person. Hopefully it's not a prank call. Anyway, I just wanna give a quick shout-out to a few people:

1. Jermaine: HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY YOUNG LADY! ^^
2. Jia Sheng: HAPPY **TH BIRTHDAY MANZ!
3. Uncle Sean: HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY! welcome to the club!
2. Evangeline Chua X.M: Cheer on! the sky has its own brighter as well! :)
3. Thomas Frederick the Great: you rock my socks off BABE! I LOVE YOU!
4. God: I miss You...
5. Myself: *meow*

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
1:54 AM

Utterly Amused...

What is this??

Hallelujah!!
:D

[O.O]

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
2:39 AM

Praise the Lord! My first ever "B" grade out of all UT! WTH... So difficult, can? haiyo..
Anyway, i'm actually anticipating for another "B" for Anatomy & physiology UT2... o.O

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
9:28 AM

Dammmnn you!!!!!

Never mind! take it.. take it..

and go! go!! take it and go!!

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
4:22 PM