Year 2010...
Browsing through my previous entries, I remembered writing something like this...
Year 2009: 力不从心....
Year 2010: 值不值得呢??
FYI, Year 2010 is a special year as I am going to celebrate my very first 20th birthday. Thinking about my past, earlier this year, I was contemplating about growth and i wondered if time could have just paused at age 19th and that's it... but no... we're all created to grow up, to grow young, into maturity by age, and hopefully grow old with wisdom... Year 20 seemed like I've grown so much, hmmmz, 2 decade much? that's alot, I tell you... imagine you would have done your time calculation, you've lived in this world more "xxxx" hours and there are more to come...
Year 2010 seems to be a special year for me. I do not know what has installed for me this year but I felt that something big and happening is going to happen and it will change me for the rest of my life... what could it be? school graduation? further studies at other fields? new member in family? less 1 member in family? break-up/patch up? new guy friend? new girlfriend? I don't know...
I was reading through elaine's blog and I felt so touched by her simple words... Parents worked their lived off just to provide the best for me to study in good institutions. they have sacrificed so much for me... who else could have done the same thing for me? close to none... and my grandma, I guess she has done her best in raising her child to become who they are today... it's time for her to enjoy life now and get some good rest... If ever I could say a vow, I promise that I would take care of her as much as I can. She is old now... ...
人之初性本善..("v")("v")
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