Believe In Your Heart..

With a given time frame, I've got SO MUCH things to complete.. very sian... On top of that, I still have no clue as to where I would go after graduation. this gives me extra headache as semester is coming to an end. I've got like... less than 12weeks to seriously think about it.. -.-"

Shits piles up every single day... Thought maybe a good friend of two can cheer me up despite going through all this shit, but 1 spoiled brat is good enough to crumble your mood of the day. the you-know-who i'm talking about... should really SEE MY GREY NAILS!

sch stuff to be completed:

1. human motor essay - by 24th Nov (wed)

2. 10 freaking weekly log - by Jan 2011?

3. 1 freaking LONG FYP REPORT(1000words) - by Jan 2011?

4. 2 more freaking UT(human motor and sports coaching)

all this shit just couldn't go away.. and shit just always happen to pile up till the toilet bowl is full! FUCK STRESS! FUCK SHIT!

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
1:12 PM

Thank God that both of us are not an item... I felt awkward to be in his presence again. Perhaps we have not seen each other for a long while, the connection is gone. We almost spoke nothing in significance and for a moment, I thought, we've just wasted a day out... Nothing was purchased, though the idea of getting something was there...

How could this ever happened? Technically speaking, nothing should happened but why in the world would I still cling on to that moment when we had our best time together? It puzzled me even right till now...

It's time to let go and move on.. but easy said than done... I wish I could "abandon" everything about him and live a new life... Can I?

I wish that I will not find chances to meet him out, let's keep a distance for each other. that might help significantly for me,and perhaps for you as well?

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
11:44 PM

心寒。。。。

I'm starting to miss my sweetheart... how?

Life's been fluctuating ever since July....

when can my heart cease the wave and remain calm?

"Smile, what's the use of crying... You'll find that life is still worthwhile"

人之初性本善..("v")("v")
1:08 AM